In the end, no, it is not the aches and pains, or the arguments, that he thinks of when he thinks of Morgan. Of Rigan.

Arddu does smile at his scars, though, every now and then. But mostly he thinks of misty mornings and sweet kisses and their time on Earth. He thinks of quiet nights and grand adventures and returning to Nwm.

He thinks about her tears on that last day and how he should have-- He's never decided what he should have done.

There probably isn't a right answer.

And he thinks that she knew that as well.